Lonelyness

The time you spend on your own would it be great to you? Most of people will say YES. But for me its not silent, cold, and boring. i think people need people. The main problems facing to me are away from my family and feeling lonely.

Being away from family is very different to me, because i've never been by myself for such long time. This is like nightmare to me(but not too bad nightmare). Even I'm already 22 years old i've always lived with my family. In Asia family is one of most important thing. Someone without family is like rabbit with horn. Asian people live for their family, not for themselvs. And i think that's a great thing. Have you ever felt lonely around your new friends?

Lonelyness !!! I didn't have this word in my vocabulary. But being by yourself in foreign country, make you memorise this kind of words. I feel happy to study in abroad, but staying alone is like there is big black hole on your chest, and cannot fill that hole whenever you want to. Missing people means you are still human, you still have heart and care for someone else.

You have to keep remember, Who you are? What you want? and Who do you miss? If you can answer those questions then you are a lucky person. To live happy is not just to have money, house, car. you have to be wealthy in your heart. If you dont have family or someone cares about you or you care about someone else that is like living in hell. There is one word in Mongolia is "Love eachother when you are alive"